karena batangan itu hanya sugesti

Saya aja hampir lupa sudah 2x hampir nggak update blog.
Baru sadar juga ini malam minggu.
Baru sadar 8 hari tidak bertatap wajah.
Dan baru ingat juga pasti selalu ada yang nanyain "ini siapa?" yang baca blog ane.
Intinya bukan itu, sih... Ini lagu dari Banda Neira enak banget,
sok yang buat kange-kangenan sama pacar dengerin lagu ini ya...

Waktu SMA, telinga ini pernah mendengar suara yang begitu gengges, merdu, dan easy listening. PARAH! ENAK PARAH! BISA GILA KALO GUE GAK KETEMU DIA SEBELUM KIAMAT! Satu  penyanyi yang sorot tatap dan wajahnya seperti masuk dan melangkah lembut dan entah... apa dirinya merasa keren atau memang cara pembawaannya yang terlihat keren.  Aku ingat satu lagu yang pertama kali menggema di telinga dengan petikan senar nilon dari gitarnya, "Come on Over Baby"nya Christina Aguilera. Entah sudah berapa lama aku begitu adore him like, I want to marry him! Tapi itu dulu sih, sekarang pun aku masih menikmati lagunya.

Hello, I'm back again after several weeks ago, exactly almost a month ago I updated this blog. Okay I'm gonna start what I did today. I went to the closing ceremonial of Abdi Siswa cup VII, with a theme called Acceleration, am I right? (I doubt if I am right hahaha, sorry if it's wrong ;p)

I really wanted to come because there was a main reason behind. Tangga were going to attend and sang on the stage, I am a fan of 'em. OMG, you (especially for fans and also who likes their songs) should come and see them on the stage. They are really interactive and engrossed to the audience, mainly for Kamga and Tata, playful and talkative on the stage. Damn, they are really great singers and beautiful-sweet-handsome people on the stage. Envy, it makes me feel that I really want to stand on the stage with a great voice just like 'em, just like Chevrina and Nerra. Hiks... I don't feel like that I have some talent like em....

So, here it is. I mentioned "Within Crowded" above. What happened? Nothing happen actually, it was my feeling. Attending on the ceremony just made my mind roll forward to my past, high school girl with no popularity and so-so ability. I am weird and also dork(-y). 'Till now. Still stand up alone (with a lonely feeling inside) and awkward. Not many friends around. I am not the best and good person to be seen. Here I am ; a-lone-ly, awkward, folding hands, seeing around, playing my cell phone. Ooh, poor. I really hope someday I have a bf that will make my day. :) hahahaha... If he were there, it might be kind of a perfect moment in a while... preettt duss!!

But it was great sometimes within crowded seeing and enjoying the theatrical performance. There were LA Lights Streetballer (craziest basketball team ever), IYR (Indonesian Youth Generation), Tangga Band.


But again I said... Though oftenly I feel lonely and of course alone, I hate it so much. But I tried to feel some excitement at that time :) woohooo.... Overall my expectations are fulfilled by a lot  of things happened there! Hahaha

In the next blog Im gonna tell you how crazy 'awful' is LA Streetballer team is... :)
So thank you, xoxo

 God Bless :)

Right right, turn off the lights,
We're gonna lose our minds tonight,
What's the deal, yo?

I love when it's all too much,
5am turn the radio up
Where's the rock and roll?

Party Crasher,
Penny Snatcher,
Call me up if you want gangsta
Don't be fancy, just get dancey
Why so serious?

So raise your glass if you are wrong,
In all the right ways,
All my underdogs,
We will never be never be anything but loud
And nitty gritty dirty little freaks
Won't you come on and come on and raise your glass,
Just come on and come on and raise your glass

Slam slam, oh hot damn
What part of party don't you understand,
Wish you'd just freak out (freak out already)
Can't stop, coming in hot,
I should be locked up right on the spot
It's so on right now (so fuckin on right now)

Party Crasher,
Penny Snatcher,
Call me up if you want gangsta
Don't be fancy, just get dancey
Pink Raise Your Glass lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/pink-raise-your-glass-lyrics.html

Why so serious?

So raise your glass if you are wrong,
In all the right ways,
All my underdogs,
We will never be never be anything but loud
And nitty gritty dirty little freaks
Won't you come on and come on and raise your glass,
Just come on and come on and raise your glass
Won't you come on and come on and raise your glass,
Just come on and come on and raise your glass

(oh shit my glass is empty, that sucks)

So if you're too school for cool,
And you're treated like a fool,
You can choose to let it go
We can always, we can always,
Party on our own

(so raise your) So raise your glass if you are wrong,
In all the right ways,
All my underdogs,
We will never be never be anything but loud
And nitty gritty, dirty little freaks
So raise your glass if you are wrong,
In all the right ways,
All my underdogs,
We will never be never be anything but loud
And nitty gritty, dirty little freaks
Won't you come on and come on and raise your glass,
Just come on and come on and raise your glass
Won't you come on and come on and raise your glass,(for me)
Just come on and come on and raise your glass (for me)


I am really sure, most of you know this song very well. Yeah, "Raise Your Glass" by Pink. I always take a look into the lyrics and figure out what's the meaning of the spoken words.

And now, this is really the way we represent ourselves with listening one of the Pink's hits. I really like this one. Deep words, really meaningful, and she sang it strongly.

I am not really popular person or well-known person, whether in school or college. Me, counted as the small group that can be called the minority. Rare time to be heard and respected by others, I am a follower.

Seriously, I just make my own world also with my friends :)

Life, it is not about seeking the popularity and collecting the benefits. But how we figure out the process and take a lesson in every single thing happened in our life.

No doubt to strive what is your wants, stay the same!

By the way, I do not really like some scenes on this video. It's look like offending the religion thing. :(
Just figure out the meaning behind the lyrics.... :D

http://www.elyrics.net/read/c/coldplay-lyrics/fix-you-lyrics.html


This song is really stuck in my mind. I just searched some songs in youtube and first word that crossed in my mind was "Coldplay", the well-known british band since '96 and popular around 2000. I like them. First song that I heard when I was 6th grade in elementary was "In My Place". I even remembered all of the lyrics at that time after "Complicated" and "Sk8rboy" (Avril Lavigne).

Back to the topic. This song elaborates the lyrics which is stabbing in my heart many times I heard. Aha, it's too much. I mean, it really describes my situation right now. But the problem is when the lyrics says "I will try to fix you". I laughed. Whom will fix me, then? This is my problem, I don't expose my self in front of people even my friends. So it's hard time for me, that the answer is "You will try to fix you" the right lyrics for me. Ha-ha-ha... I'm trying to fix my self. Yeah, I've talked this thing to my friend without revealed what I've been feeling of. She gave me a little wise advises. Yeah, sometimes the problem we have, we can only fix it by ourselves. But sometimes we couldn't fix it alone, we need somebody help us. The thing is, are you ready to open yourselves to another that you can trust in? The decision is in your hand. Me too, I have to muse this question too. For this time, I am not ready honestly, maybe someday....