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Catching dream, there are 3 parts we have to get walk in.

• Firstly, we have to think which way we will take. Maturely, we have to bear the risk in the next level.

• Secondly, the process. Hardest thing to do in every steps we take, every snaps we've got, every tears. Just enjoy, the process is the one that make you proud. No matter in the end we're done well or not. The process is lecturing us everything, Seriously, the challenges and the experiences take us to the lead.
  

• Thirdly, the result. Your struggle will be announced here. If the result said that you are going through, just don't fly to high. It's God's work. He helps everything. Or in the another hand, the result said you are not, just don't give up. Maybe you think it's easy to say, yeah! easy to say! The words just help and encourage you to take the bright side. Still keep going. Okay, what I mean with "taking a decision" after the process is everything in your hand. You will fight for the next or you stop in the first lap of the race.

Talking about the decision, I still get confused. Like in the labyrinth. I know where is my direction, I am still standing up in the word "process". But I really do not have any idea. Hahaha
Okay, maybe if I write this I cud get the idea.

Starting with question : What am I gonna be?
When I was elementary school studen, I saidt : "I wanna be an artist"; "I wanna be a teacher"; "I wanna build the social house for the waif (kids who are not be cared by people)" ehm, how precious dream it is. hahaha, the las one I mean.
When I was junior high school, I said : "I wanna be a fashion designer"
When I was senior high school student, I said : "I wanna be a graphic designer"; "I wanna be a pediatrician"; "I wanna be an architect"; "I wanna be an interior designer"; "I wanna be a writer" blah blah blah

And now, outta from every single dreams, I took the communication major. Different from what I thought before. Earlier, in communication major I will take the PAC faculty because I wanna be a director. Then, I thought again. This is the last decision. I am going to take the mass communication fac. It is a journalism actually. Why? Why do I take?

I am interested to know every 'unseen' life. I do like writing. I do like photoing or capturing the 'unseen' thing that people always walk away when they walk in. Interesting. If I unite the 3 things I've mentioned, I am going to be a journalist. THE REAL JOURNALIST.

Being a journalist, it is not only for my life to get the money and fulfill everything. I want to tell people that there's so many unseen people and unseen things, sometimes we missed up. They need to be cared, because they are same with us. I want to go in into their life and watch everything. The real journalist tells people about everything. About the real life.

I don't mean to be an arrogant, but I wanna be who I wanna be. Locked it. Just go for it and catch it. I will tell you everything, if I got something interesting. Okay? By the way I have a pic you have to see.

"The picture is telling you everything, the truth, the real life, and it's the good reflector to remind you. "