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Where can I start? It's emotional situation, just haven't set my mind and darely to face things like this. First thing.... anything that you like can bring you to the biggest trap ever, okay... that's too much. The big trap. Yeah, you have to think serious about something that you like, it might be and possible to make you stay in the worsssttt stuff ever. The solution is.... you have to get and ensure your self ready to take everything just in the way it flows. It's kinda aching.

I like photoing, I like photograph, and I like scenery. I like landscaping and I like nature. The one that I really don't like are rules. Sucks. The based ting it might be my handset, okay I take it but I just dont wanna go into deeper. In the same time, I like photoing but I hate it. I reallu hate it. It is not my passion at all to be honeest. But I hate something that is not my fave. It is not my job and my stuff. It isn't me! No more please, but Ijus get my self in the trap and I'm getting frustated. Streessseedd to learn everything that isn't me.

I jus dont feel comfortable to refuse everything. It just swallow everything and hamper suddenly inside. Wanna throw it out but couldnt.

The things you have to consider before you go into the trap lately are:

- don't say that thing is your passion while you are not strong enough when the stones are attacking you

- let's see about the future life, next

- what about the positive n negative

- just dont follow your egoism and what's stuff on today

- follow your heart and brave to say NO to the against stuff...

Learning to say no and your feelings wud be better :))