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Hello, I'm back again after several weeks ago, exactly almost a month ago I updated this blog. Okay I'm gonna start what I did today. I went to the closing ceremonial of Abdi Siswa cup VII, with a theme called Acceleration, am I right? (I doubt if I am right hahaha, sorry if it's wrong ;p)

I really wanted to come because there was a main reason behind. Tangga were going to attend and sang on the stage, I am a fan of 'em. OMG, you (especially for fans and also who likes their songs) should come and see them on the stage. They are really interactive and engrossed to the audience, mainly for Kamga and Tata, playful and talkative on the stage. Damn, they are really great singers and beautiful-sweet-handsome people on the stage. Envy, it makes me feel that I really want to stand on the stage with a great voice just like 'em, just like Chevrina and Nerra. Hiks... I don't feel like that I have some talent like em....

So, here it is. I mentioned "Within Crowded" above. What happened? Nothing happen actually, it was my feeling. Attending on the ceremony just made my mind roll forward to my past, high school girl with no popularity and so-so ability. I am weird and also dork(-y). 'Till now. Still stand up alone (with a lonely feeling inside) and awkward. Not many friends around. I am not the best and good person to be seen. Here I am ; a-lone-ly, awkward, folding hands, seeing around, playing my cell phone. Ooh, poor. I really hope someday I have a bf that will make my day. :) hahahaha... If he were there, it might be kind of a perfect moment in a while... preettt duss!!

But it was great sometimes within crowded seeing and enjoying the theatrical performance. There were LA Lights Streetballer (craziest basketball team ever), IYR (Indonesian Youth Generation), Tangga Band.


But again I said... Though oftenly I feel lonely and of course alone, I hate it so much. But I tried to feel some excitement at that time :) woohooo.... Overall my expectations are fulfilled by a lot  of things happened there! Hahaha

In the next blog Im gonna tell you how crazy 'awful' is LA Streetballer team is... :)
So thank you, xoxo

 God Bless :)