karena batangan itu hanya sugesti

Heiho, saya kembali dan terlalu banyakjanji  yang saya umbar mengenai tulisan-tulisan yang akan saya posting sebenernya. Dan udah lama banget saya nggak nulis pake Bahasa Inggris saya yang acakadut. Hmm, okay, we will start in English (again).

As you can see the written title above, "April... (muak)", I god fed up standing on this month. This month I am being so evil, evil, meaner, even I wound somebody(s)'s heart. I don't remember when was the latest time I was being so nice, thinking positive, diligent, and being patient also. I have no idea. I'm losing the path, feeling empty, zero, even far away from God.

So many tasks, a must projects to do, a mustn't project to do, and I lost my feeling to feel great. I really need Me-Time, here. Most of my free times are used on my bed. I am tired (of everything). I even tired with my friends, family, and my self.

Okay, this is kind of garbage to read. No point at all. I am here wanting to talk about: "If you don't want to be treated, don't treat treat anybody". These words were walking in my mind for a certain times and my lecturer reminded me by saying those words in the class. Yep...

And I actually know and I don't have to find out why I against these words and walking crossing the path. This is so wrong and it's getting me meaner and meaner. I am trying to start to walk on the right path.

I just wanna say this, hehehe... Garbage again, so, if you do not mind, please leave this page alone... Thank you :)