karena batangan itu hanya sugesti

Sebenernya banyak banget sih yang mau saya ceritain mengenai perjalanan semester 4 ini, tapi karena saya selalu mengumbar janji palsu. Kalau ingat saya bakal tulis (nb: maaf ya sesuai mood hihihi). Saya emang udah mikir mau kerja di liburan ini, cuma saya harus cari kira-kira posisi yang saya mau. Eh, ketemulah satu website yang sedang mencari kontributor di bidang fotografi dan reporter. Sebenernya ini juga yang saya tunggu-tunggu berhubungan saya pernah meliput tentang mini konsernya AJ Rafael yang hampir membuat saya menitikkan air mata kecewa (berhubung saya reporter amatir sekaligus fansnya dia). Tapi ini sudah satu minggu lebih saya nggak dikonfirmasi sama pihak dari perusahaan X (bilang aja, itu perusahaan X yaaa). Kenapa saya pengen banget dan ngebet banget awalnya ngelihat ada lowongan itu? Semuanya berasal dari dunia K-Pop sialen itu hahaha. So I am going to explain in english. Who knows there will be non Indonesian visitors. Btw, hello if you are reading this! You may translate the words above with Google Translate :)) 

Truly, honestly, and faithfully... I am not a certain person who is influenced easily by Korean Pop singers. I was more choosing western than the K- one. Correction, I am STILL more choosing western. My friend, called her as B, who showed me the Korean stuffs like MV, teasers, and other things. I'd like to watch it and gave a laughter for the funny K-videos. Only and just it. I did not wanna know further, I just wanted to enjoy, watch, and forget. That's me. It's been (almost) 2 years I hit the same class with B. She's still doin' it, no doubt. Being crazy as we called it as "fangirling" when you are watching the videos, reading related to the K things, and starring at your biased and final result is doing fangirling stuff. What the hell is fangirling?! You may ask it if you do not know the K-world. You are screaming, tou are holding your world with your mind and fiction-ing your biased and you, doing the crazy stuff because you are standing on the highest peak of your excitement. It is about to explode inside. Oh ya, "biased" means the person who you admire and adore to. For example you really like one K-group, Super Junior, and you really like Siwon soooo MUUCCHH. SOOO MUUUCCHH. Yu feel like wanna touch him, wanna hug him, wanna do a... okay, I think you really get it now. 

Okay let's back to B, she showed us (5 other friends + me) teasers of EXO. First I watched was Tao teaser. Good, great Kungfu Panda (?), cool, and... okay, gonna forget it. So I forgot. 
Hahaha, she showed me Kai's teaser. Oh cool, he is younger than me, great dancer, he was doin' ballad, handsome. Okay, I forgot it.
And I did not remember what the other teasers she showed to us. I don't wanna know further.

And the first MV of EXO M and EXO K is revealed. History. She showed us. The other 5 friends got caught on their biased and they admired their own biased. Saying "OMG! Handsome Lay!"; "Sehun! Sehun!"; "Oooh!! Tao! Tao! You are so cool!" and I got confused. Only one man wtole my sight. Kris EXO, the most handsome one, he did not undergo plastic surgery btw. I only liked and forgot. I did not interest with him. I just liked his face and that was all. I was asking each members of EXO and I couldn't remember their names! hahahahaha, I have a problem to remember things.

The other days they still admire EXO until I felt so fed up of KOREAN THINGS! Wanted to vomit but I could not. I do not know what they were talking about. It was all about EXO, EXO, and EXO! Biased! Biased! Biased! "Screwed you up then!" I said it in silent. If I am not wrong EXO debuted the videos on April 2012. And I did not feel anything about it. I did not wanna know forth it. Still loved western btw... hahaha

Until one day, I got Kris EXO-M did rap with Chanyeol EXO-K, that was totally cool. Okay, that was not bad. Cool. I tried to search the other video, listen the songs, and watched all the teasers. My eyes opened (overexposed haha). They were great! And I determined "Into Your World" and "Two Moons" were my faves so far! First, I like western songs and "Two Moons" is served like western song. I am the mellow ballad songs lover and "Into Your World" is type of that song also! You should hear it and muse the words (translate it in English first thaaa). Okay, I will put Into Your World MV fanmade by Mr. Montana (his editing is cool and touch my heart, the teasers either). He gathered the teasers and made the MV of "Into Your World". Check this out!




I mentioned that I was not a K-Pop lover. But finally I liked EXO. That's why I can explain to you how it feels when people (K-fans) are doing "fangirling" stuff. It is tired so much. It feels like you don't want your biased to be like by other girls. Yeah, keep jealous and so on. I am sorry to say this before. I have to keep my self in healthy side. For my spiritual health. And I pull back my self not to do such fangirl stuff. It is really different whe you are liking or adoring western artists and K-Pop. I just felt it now. How much Iused to adore Adam Lambert and felt so suck knowing him as a gay. And how sucks I was looking a picture when Kris and Krystal (fx) held hands each other. Hahaha, wanna explode. But I am able to manage my self well and become a usual fan :) but still in my excitement. Sigh! Wanna release those K feelings and still adoring western men! Hahahaha... Caught me in K-trap. It's been2 months hahaha

Okay, that's enough for EXO. I got my self under influenced by EXO. I only like EXO and the another Korean band (K-rock) or singers are only Mate, IU, and Ailee. That's enough. And as you know, SMTown, a company who is producing the K-Pop groups and one of the is EXO (M&K) will be holding a concert World Tour in Indonesia on22 September 2012. Shit man! I don't have any money and I keep my mind to save money for another important things. I am learning to have mature feelings inside, my father taught me so. You don't have to buy or have things under your ego or prestige. Save money and manage it well for your future :) It's okay if I couldn't watch SMTown concert. I have another bigger dream than watching it. I can't tell you.

Baaahh... I noticed this story is going out of the topic. My bad! So, I am still hoping that the X company will consider me as their contributor. I love in the middle of the crowd and analyzing what happened there. I like taking pics on events. I do even like in the middle of conflicts area (demonstrations, disaster, or other situations that could challenge my self) while I am holding the camera and asking what's the chronology. Though I am not a person who is really smart to know everything and have a bulk knowledge. I wanna learn under my limitation. I hope and I pray. I am writing for my self improvement. That's it :D

Sorry, all of this stuff is going out of from the topic. But I hope you get it what I really wanna get! Hahaha, love you all!