This is ANOTHER Trashy thing (mark as a trash)

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Long time I did not write on blogger. My mind stiffed and I just forgot how to start the writing.

This is a trashy something. Just shut down if you feel so annoyed with this :)

A person got a problem. It's a lame problem. She ever had this problem before when her friends dis not understand about anything she said. Fer friends did not get it when she tried to throw some jokes and thoughts. She was just not understood. Then, she tried to talk to herself, why people just couldn't understand her. And finally, she asked her friend to write down a letter to her about her good and bad, what thing she should to improve, and she asked her friend to teach her speaking well. She knew that she shuttered. She just too exhausted to give a pity to her self. Unfortunately, until now her friend never gives her that letter. She trusted her though, but she's been disappointed with all deed her friend done.

She didn't even know how to start a conversation. When she started, she always asked the lame same questions to all new people. Then as time goes by, she tried and learned how to speak, how to start a conversation, and how to gathered some power to speak in front of people. She nailed it quite good...

Day by day, time by time...
That fear came to her and slightly soaked hr mind. Other friends again don't understand what she said. She is not understood for a-not-counted-times. Her friends see her as a weirdo and poison. She even gathered some beliefs to trust in person, but it slowly  turned her feelings off.

She couldn't stop thinking what she should fix on. Is it about her or people? She tried to understand other, so they may understand her so. 

Now she just learned, she couldn't trust a person just like before. 


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