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Hola, it's been two years I haven't opened my blog. This is me now. I am a collegers that spending time up at my college, called it LSPR. Actually I wasn't sure to choose this college as my study place. But here I come. Now I'm here and study in there.

I couldn't say that I am happy nor I am. Some part of me said that I'm really missing my SHS life. Missing all of my friend, badminton things, gathering time, did and laugh at the stupidity things we've done, crying together at ret2. Though there was a really suck moments with my friends and when they did something make me feelin' angry and badmood, got to get a big punch to their face I wished at that time. Hahaha. Before that, I really didn't want to feelin' like this. But time and everything remembering me that I have a really precious time there. Okay, I am now here, standing within a new life with the people I called them 'friends' (I don't mean it). Really, I am not really feel homy. Just realize this. I am here to study, not to show me who I am.

Now. I am a collegers of LSPR. I am not really proud, just so-so. Okay then! Let'sget through of this. It is about how to keep my mind stay on the right place and avoid so many temptation. Hard to do but, sure! I really have to do this. I am serious man. I really want to get the knowledge that I can share to the other.

Maybe the others called me like a dork, because I am not joining them when they go out to the mall or the other interesting place. I just don't-want-to-go. Just don't feel comfortable. It doesn't mean that I am a less socially person. I like hang out with my friends (I called friends if I decided to mean it, really!). Go out, sleepover, get some adventures stuff. I just don't feel that I am on the right position with them. But still enjoy.

Oh ya, I am bad at this. I can't start the real conversation, so someone must have a topic, interseting topic that I can go into it, to make a real conversation with me. I just do not really smart at this. I prefer to read a novel when I can't join the real conversation. Just attract me to join the conversation. Sigh.

I think I'll end up here. Tomorrow (maybe) there's a pop quiz in PR subject, so I gotta study, guys. Wish me luck yaaa! Thanks for reading!

Gbu
:)